Grief doesn’t arrive on a schedule, and it doesn’t leave when it’s inconvenient. In Our Numbered Bones by Katya Balen, an adult debut releasing February 17, 2026, that truth sits at the center of a haunting, lyrical novel about loss, memory, and the unsettling ways the past insists on being seen.

Anna is a London-based novelist who can no longer write, eat, or sleep in any meaningful way. Her mother is slipping deeper into dementia, her father is already gone, and Anna herself is reeling from a recent loss so destabilizing it has fractured her sense of self. Still, her literary agent wants pages. Progress. A new book. So when a winter writer’s retreat in rural England offers “space,” Anna takes it—less to finish a novel than to escape her own mind.
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